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    28 August

    拔牙

    拔牙对于我来说,像个仪式。
    下定决定抛弃掉身体的一部分,无论是好的还是坏的,都需要一点点勇气。
    好像重新洗牌一切要从头开始一样。
    有些人用剪头发来完成这个仪式,有些人去做双眼皮,有些人垫鼻梁,有些人去吸脂……
     
    只是这次拔牙来的有点突然,突然的牙疼,突然的疼的受不了,突然地决定去拔牙。
    让我来不及赋予这件事一点点空虚的意义。
    然而,第三颗智齿还是拔掉了,大夫戳到蛀洞的时候,我疼得差点掀了人家的台子,眼泪鼻涕一把一把的往外飞。
    拔掉之后吐了几口血水,我又生龙活虎起来,仿佛之前疼的直揪头发的不是我一样。
     
    像07年年底拔掉两颗智齿时候,我习惯性的随着拔牙事件给生活做一些总结。
    然而承认失败却并不是轻易的事情。
    失败不是放弃,不是沮丧,甚至不是看低自己,只是当你最看重的东西忽然都轻飘飘离开之后,你必须要承认失败而已。
    09年,对我来说,已经注定要一败涂地了吧。
    不过幸好的是,一些曾经以为无足轻重的东西也沉淀下来,让我得以继续坚持。
     
    谢谢一直陪在我身边的朋友,我这么容易放弃,甚至总有割断过去的想法,但你们从来没有放弃我们的友谊。
    到现在我还是不能主动地去维护一些感情的纽带,我对一些事情的期待值是如此之高以至于不能承受瑕疵,但是我想,我也不会想要放弃什么了。
    还要祝福一些朋友,感情可能一波三折,婚姻可能不尽人意,就像无论你怎样关心你的牙齿,也避免不了被蛀的命运,但是拔掉龋齿,我们还能啃苹果,还能嗑瓜子,还能在拍照的时候露出一排雪白的牙齿。
    所以,你们也一定能发自内心的笑起来。

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    小亮 moneywrote:
    恩呢,我们都得往前走~
    30 Aug.
    海燕 姚wrote:
    拔掉智齿,大文文就会成熟了!!哈哈
    29 Aug.

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